chilling  yeah!!!                                                                                                      <3 us!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                the cuzzies aite

came bac from nani's hse

haiz,nani is as usual so stubborn

kena scold too

hehe

bt its normal tho,i noe she dont mean it

hurhur

shes so weak

and cnt even walk properly

pity her

heeh

but seeing her cuteness karena makes me smile

ate nasi lemak

nicey!

esp de sambal

slurpss

am sleepy now

dad told me to find a part time work while waiting for skool to start

but where the hell cn i find work??

and what work?

haiz

boredom!!!!!!!!!!

so sick of sittin at hm!

aargh.

seriously i feel like changing phone sey

feel so jealous hearing pple changing phone

haiz

3G is kinda cool

but to think there's nth la

if you are overseas than it might be useful

been aiming for w800i

my siblings using that

but its still ex

like tkkan i wanna ask dad to change phone

afta he had fork up my school fees

i hafta be resonable tho

bt i surely am confident that dad agrees to me changing phone

hahaa

i know dad!

but i be quiet la for now

see if he sound once again

maybe i would consider changing it

tho if its nt w800i maybe something else would be nice too

see la.

Cutie Lil Nabil Dzaky                                                 aww the monkey at the dental clinic

Carbon copy of pak long(i guess..hee)                 kill my time by snapping pics while waiting for mum

                                                 me carrying nabil while he's sleeping

                                                    Hada & Aida

wokay like finally i cn update but still ders some connection error,haizzok batam trip was ok,haha,i enjoyed on sunday where my aunties and unkels came n hada came too heehe,n yeah,ate sugar cane with hada and one of my aunty,b4 that dad cut that the tebu from pak long's tree,than so aunt showed us how to peel off the skin by bitting it,gosh,that sugar cane is real hard and how on earth cn we bite it,i know i cnt,so i sent for cutting,hehe,but my aunt did bite it till de skin peeled off,gosh shes de expert here,hurhur,so after cutting, me and hada enjoyed eating de smaller one while aunt had de long one,tat tebu is so juicy,nicee!,its nice to see so many pple at pak long's hse

 n yes i managed to eat the hotplate beancurd,its nice of all,n cnt even compared to the one i've eaten in mlysia spore,so far thats de nicest to me,the gravy is just so thick n delicious,bt one thing,i dint get to eat the gorengans sey!!,issh,stayed there for 3 days but dint even buy it,n of course i wanted the mie ayam,had it b4 at the ferry terminal b4 goin bac to spore,but damn its not de same as de stall along the road near pak long's hse,whatsmore its so cheap n taste even better,haiz,proabably i will surely buy dose foods that ive been craving on my next batam trip yeah.ok i did enjoy it after all.hmm

so just came bac from hspital,see nani,hmm shes pretty weak tho,but i dint see any jerking since i came n till i wen bac,i tink shes improving and i hope this will go on,tmr is her mri scanning,hope she cn be discharged soon,pity her seein her so stressed up in hspital,its been like a week since she was admitted there

ermm tmr at nite be goin down to the bmc centre i guess,but what do i do in the noon

ok now my im loosing my appetite,but i wasnt when im at pak long's hse,in my mind was all foods here and there haha,oh yeah did had curly fries and strawberry milkshakes at the A&W there,niceey,so i did cntrled myself as not to eat lotsa foods there.

ok now im so tired n i need my sleep

so long and gudnyteee...

i hope i wont regret to the decisions i've made,i must remember not to blame any1 for it but if i hafta i only have myself to blame aite

but i hope evryting is fine,in life you just gotta take the risk and the chance,i know once you loose it there goes your chance and im sure to regret forever if i ever loose it.so this is what my heart says and i will follow it,i will nt listen to any pple or whoever wanna say.so i shall stop here.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 not being rude tho

  and no offence

  but this is what our nani is

  heEe.

 <3 her                                                     may we smile always yeah.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

         wadah                     aidah                                                Cuzzins Eva.

 

oh well,lets stared off wit ytd,ok i did manage to calm myself down,after all it is not the end of the world,my parents did agree upon me goin taking

private higher nitec,bro dint kinda agree,as he asked to appeal,but dad n sis told like its a waste of time if i appeal,but after all bro did agree to it in the end.hmm.well my 3 close frens did get in to bishan,seri accounting,sophie and syikin admin,lucky them.just wishing them good luck tho.hmm.guess be goin down to BMC centre one of these days wit dad sis n bro.and this time i reali had to study real hard.like my dad had fork out money it'l be wasted if i dont study hard did ask him and he says ok la,haha,at least i felt better after confide him and my family.i belief evrything happens for a reason,is there any blessing in disguise,i do hope so.  well so went hspital wit wadah,haha,lucky there is her,so at least its nt that bored after all,hehe,jokes and laff as usual,and nani is still stubborn,hmm what to do,she still have to wear that body strain even tho when there is quite alot of pple are around,cos seriously we cnt handle,but i did pity her,but what to do,this is what our nani is,hehe,likes to cheat us by telling that she needs to go toilet urgently but actually she wants to walk,hahah,cuteness.and evrytime when nani is in hspital,evryday there will surely be loads of foods,like we are on a picnic.hehe.

oh shitty hell,later in the evening hafta me n mum hafta go to rendezvous hotel and mit up dad and his colleagues there,damn it,i hate,i am going for dad's sake,and dad had alreadi promised that he wont put my name if there is any company's feast,haha,he better not,so tmr be going batam,ok,kinda looking forward,bt still im like lazy to go,but at least adah is coming on sunday.

i miss alisha! hehe

dilemma,why must that be the problem.at times i dont even understand what she says,but hey i do haf the rights to make any decisions too ok,cos its me hu is the one,not anybody else.

bt i'l just listen to my heart,i hope it will lead me to the right path. and i pray for happiness.

but after all i am still grateful to god for evrything,thanks.

 

  I'M ALL I'LL EVER BE

BUT ALL I CAN DO IS TRY..... 

N.O.R.A.I.D.A.H

hehe

i reali am kinda shocked

when i weigh myself

hahah

i actuali did loose like 6 kilos

goshh

i cnt believe this

after praying i saw de weighin scale at nani's rm

i was curious to know

n bibik n mum too

ahha

so they asked me to weigh

hahahaa

cos bibik mum dad n bro says i did actuali loose some weight

now i reali belief wen i saw my weight

hahahaa

wat do u expect

when i dont haf an appetite to eat for the past few weeks

my appetite come and go

hmm

damn.

tmr nt be workin

maybe for the week

they dint call us

haizz

bt i want to work sey!

its nt tat i reali nd money or wat

its just to kill time at hm

issh

ok its like 4 days away to result

so scared to noe tho

hehehe

insya'allah i will

amin,

i miss shah

been like few days last heard from him

hmm

time will decide evrything i guess

for the meanwhile

my life still need to go on

yujppsss.

icah came ytd

shes super cute

hehee

took pics wit her

but sadness

she still don't want pple to carry her

onli her mama cn

aiyoo..

hehee