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February 28 i <3 u='(
felt so hurt deep iniside my heart
dose words that i saw reali broke my heart
how cud u
i noe i cnt give u anything
who am i
yeah i noe u think im giving fake hopes
but hell no!
i am just an ordinary gal hu is nt brave enuff to face the world
but why the issue will always messed us up n ending up with so many understandings
haiz
i reali don't know what to do!
all i do is brood ova it
be so emo
n shed tears
yes i admit i've neva been in this situation like this b4
n i fear of getting hurt
as the first cut is the deepest
the fact is im just so weak to face it
but afta all this while my feelings grew even stronger evryday
u wont even noe
told my heart to just forget evrything
but i cnt help it esp the words that reali went in so deep
i do seriously love u
i've neva eva in my whole life fallen reali in love with a guy
and he suddenly appeared in my life like from nowhere
and changed it
at times my life was fill wit joyness and at times sadness
all i know is that my feelings for him is truly genuine
tho i know we r so worlds apart
sometimes im so caught up
but to think we r human beings
we come from de same species
so i think ders nth wrong
maybe god created him to be more luckier
bt afta all we cn neva fight fate
so i'l just leave it to fate to decide
if we reali are meant for each other
i know we cn only plan
so i will do whatever it takes to hold on
for this one last chance
bt in the end if it still fail than
i'l just have to take it upon my stride
i guess we are neva meant to be.
WHEN YOU FOUND THE RIGHT PERSON
U WANT TO BE WITH
AND YOUR LIFE,
TAKE THE RISK
NEVER TAKE IT FOR GRANTED
COS WEN U LOSE
THAT PERSON
THE WORLD IS TO BIG
THAT YOU'LL HAFTA SEARCH ALL OVER AGAIN
so now i've made up my mind that i am taking the risk
if i don't change myself
when will i change
i don't wanna be selfish
i dont wanna think of only my feelings
yeah i noe i cn undastand his situation
it do hurt me seein it
n im sure that our feelings are true
so all i hope is things are gonna be fine for us
and in days to come
cos when u lose the one final chance
it will be over just like that.
ok enuff said.
work was fine
haha
did laugh while we r doin our work
haha
thanks to saniah for the job tho
did enjoyed
had lunch at simpang bedok wit nyah and her 17 yr old nephew
hahaa
der was cat!
damn
lucky dey did agree to sit inisde
aaha
i ordered nasi ayam
but i onli had half of the plate
i seriously had no appetite to eat
like thinking of what happened ytd nite
n watsmore my heart is not peace when theres cat ard me
so yeah
i tink i made up my mind tat
i shall nt go for a break wit dem
im so sick of seeing foods
n watsmore at least i cn save up money
i think i will bring some foods like breads from 711
so that i could just eat during lunch time and relax there by myself while listening to mp3
hope later on he would come online
for now i just wanna go and rest
as im just so tired February 27 ........ awww.i miss my straight hair!!..seriously!
it was actuali straight afta all
hahah
felt like having straight hair again
damn!
n yeah miss datok n nenek too..
be celebrating raya w/o dem from this yr onwards
all that left are just memories
sobzzz..=(
hope tmr be ok
at least my time be filled with something for the nxt few weeks or so
i hope so
cos seriously i need to
i've had enuff of rotting at hm doin nth at all!
and my mind need to be busy
so i'l nt tink de things that i shudnt bothered!
haiz, pple pple
wonder why,
fark it.
i wonder why!I <3 DAD N MUM!
THE BEST I COULD EVER HAD!
 oh i kept thinking and asking myself
is there any real pple in this world
im so fed up seeing FAKE pple evrywer ard me
like seriously why cnt u be urself
haizz!!!
it reali beats me why the bloody hack she's been lying all this while
gosh
i so just cnt believe this
argh
wateva shit!
I WISH I HADN'T SEE ALL THE REALNESS AND ALL OF THE PEOPLE WHO ARE REALLY NOT REAL AT ALL!!! February 26 ke ai!MY ONE & ONLY BELOVED NIECE
ALISHA AMEERA
 MY NAMELESS BABY CUZZIE
 i so just adore babies
they are so adorable and of cos cute
<3 kiddos!
im bored rite now
so just felt like posting some pics
hmm
looks like my appetite had come bac
errmm..
ok good
but still i hafta control my diet
cos now i kept feeling so hungry
haizz
bro's gonna buy me double cheese burger from mac
he be goin bac to camp later on
wokay!!!!
? i miss him!!
enuff said!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. February 25 T`I`R`E`D!gosh
my legs now are aching
so tired
1st started off
goin to polar at pp
de cake was 2 kilos
tot of taking bus go to sis hse
but afta i saw de cake
i changed my mind n took cab instead
haha..
n its heavy too
hmm.kinda lotsa foods
alisha was abit cranky todae
no mood i guess
but i loike todae
got to see so many kiddos
cuteness!!
each and evri1 of them is just so adorable
hurhur
n esp wit their kerena
alisha got many2 fwens just now
haha
but her ideal partner is rian haris
i guess dey do click with each otha well
kissed each otha
hugged each otha
so cute!!
like a lovely dovey couple
n watsmore rian was born a wk b4 alisha
hehee
ain't they sweet
n she got loads of prezzies
lucky her!!
sadness.
received de last farewell msg from him b4 hes goin to de airport
my tears did roll down
im bein such an emo
i noe.
argh
cnt help it.
hope he will haf a safe journey back to aussie
be missin him evri single day
okok.beta don't tink too much
im sure tings will be fine
i mean if ur heart is true n pure
ders nth u shud fear of
so yeah
tmr cik yah is finally gettin married
i hope she'l haf a blissful everlasting marriage
and afta all jodoh pertemuan is all in god's hand
no matter how old ur gettin maried
ur life is alreadi destinied by god
hmm
i need to go to my dreamland soon
so long and gudnyte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 icah n mama cutting de cate the party packs and of course icah's prezzies,loads of them me n icah!!hurhuryou won't know what's inside a human's feelings.OMG,
i was teribly shocked when i heard it
how cud she
i've trust her all this while
and for all the story she created
which is so untrue!
wtf!
i wondered
what does she gain tellin those lies to us
i am still so confused rite now
cos i reali don't know which side of the story is true
i mean seriously i cnt even figure out which party is saying the truth
haiz
im so in a doubt bout her now
aargh
im hoping that the truth will come out soon one day
ok i've had enuf of shits
and i don't wanna make this affect me in whatever way
damn,this is so ridiculous
aargh
wateva ok!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm,be goin to pp alone
and take the cake from polar
i wonder how everything will go on today
im so excited tho
hope it'l goes on well
hehe
have yet to pack my stuffs n iron my clothes
so chiao..............................................................................................................
its so unbelievable
and i don't wanna let it go
the song is so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall February 24 all i cn do is sighim so hella bord!
actualy just woke up from sleeping
did sleep alot todae
hmm
wonda y
tis neva happen
haiz
ok maybe im suffering from gastric pain
thats wat he said
or maybe its de aneroxia that hada mentioned
hmm but i don't think so
cos its sounded serious
hahaa
but than i think its just gastric la
i hope im gonna be fine soon
just fell sad thats hes goin bac tmr
ermm
my heart is just heavy
if hes here at least i'l feel closer
as i cn msged him or called him if hes here
tho its reali nt de rite time yet to mit up wit him
im sure someday i will
if hes back der,i wont be able to hear from him evryday
but im sure things will be fine
if we just go with the flow
god be watching us
we be real fine
i hope.
missin him always.
adious!!!!!!!! happy 1th birthday alisha!wow finally alisha had turn a yr old
well time flies
she came ytd
such a cutie
evryone hu sees her will fall for her
im sure
cnt resist her cuteness
so my parents sis wen inside my room
we entertained her
i opened some songs like my humps,don't lie,pump it
those catchy songs
den we clapped our hands n like dance2
n she did move her body n clapped her hands too
she's such a cutie
hahaa
n she immitate me
how cud she
heee
i was coughing alot
n when she saw me
she started coughing too
n she did it non stop
so funny
haaha
n anotha cute person is nani
hahaa
wen to visit her ytd
n wit her karena
controlling the intake of aza's food
hehe
well,wat to do,as she aged,she tends to be forgetful
i hope she's gonna be fine
told dad n mum bout my appetite
they insisted me to go to doc
n they did told me that i've loosen some weight
i was like oh did i??
n mum scares me saein that i would proabably be sufferin from an illness
its like for dose pple hu don't wan to eat
bt she don't know what it is called
hahah
but the prob now its nt tat i don't wanna eat
its just tat i cnt
i onli cn ate few suaps
n afa that i will feel like vomitting
i cnt see food i will surely wanna vomit too
she thinks i purposely want to go on diet
bt actualy i am not
isssh..
am i reali suffering from any illness.
hmm..merepek la
or maybe eating disorder
but wateva!!
i hope its nth serious
hmmmmm.......... February 23 H.U.N.G.R.Yi cnt sleep
tho i slept late just now
ard 2 am
still i woke up so early
unlike those past few holidaes
i cn reali wake up like up to 11 plus n 12 plus
but this time is so diff
de latest that i woke up is at 10 plus
even thou slept late
well chatted wit him till like 1 plus
webcamming too
that was de 1st time
we chatted till late at nite on msn
im bored hes bored
hmm...
der's still guiltyness feelin in me
aargh
tho for all those stuffs that each of us din't agree
bt still we r fine
i guess
i just don't wanna make it worse
as i will not sit still n i will brood ova it
hmmm
did try to give and take
n compromising is important
hmmm
i was naive in the 1st place
i mean b4 evrything started
i tot it'd be easy
it's just bout understanding
but oh im so wrong
its reali hard n complicating dealing it
w/o understanding
well each n evryone of us in this world has diff thinking
so we r bound to haf misunderstandings n argueements
so yeah
i hope things will be fine
ytd met seri unda my blk
she followed me to warm up my bro's bike
den we just chill unda one of de blk
as shes mittin jana n fir later on
well wat is seri w.o camwhoring
hahaha
miss her loads tho
hee
gotta go n pay bro's bike coupon at de area office
cravin for mac bfast
guess i tink i'l go mac afta paying
cos im reali so hungry rite now
as ytd dint actuali ate aniting
n be goin to nani's hse later a
yay!!..tmr alisha turn 1 yr old
time flies
hehehe
miss her.
she cumin todae
yippie!!
im gonna take my shower now
so chiao..................................... February 22 imperfectionshmmmmm................................
mixed feeling
confused,sad,guilty,hurt
felt like i wasnt being respected
i noe i cnt give in
im sorry
its not tat im being proud of my self-respect
bt its just that im being me
my self-respect is all i have
as im nt an educated soul
so de least i cn do is to uphold my self-respect
still,i do haf guiltyness in me for all de words i've said
i dunt noe if i was being selfish
but tis is wat i wan
hurt,cos de words that came out
we r unable to understand our feelings
i dunt noe wat to do
dear god,pls help me
i am just a normal soul hu is weak inside
i noe all this is destinied by u
therefore i will take it upon my stride on wateva things that is happening or will happen
all i cn do now is hope n pray that evrything will be fine for us n infact for all my loved ones
n god will lead me to the right path
im sure
n i do hope n pray too that my application for h.n is successful
amin.
ok enuff said.
im hungry
bt i seriously got no appetite to eat at all
till now i've still not yet eaten
nvm
mittin seri later
maybe will ask her to accompany me to any shop
n buy sum snacks
so at least it'l fill my stomach
cos i reali cnt haf a proper meal these daes
hmm..
haiz.
im sorri i cnt be perfect February 21 argh.wokay!
in de mornin woke up as usual
1st ting i wud do is to on my comp
evryday the same
its just my habit
i dunt noe how i wud live w.o a comp. seriously
tho actuali i don't do anitin on my comp
i dunt reali surf net
cos ders simply nth to c
at times i onli hear musics
n sign in msn
well tats a bad habit im having
n its such a waste of electric bill
i noe bt still i on it de whole day w/o switching off
tho dad had told me many times if i dunt use it i hafta off it
guess its been umpteen times he told me
but still i dint listen
n i guess now he gave up
hahah
too bad
i reali cnt kick tat habit
my comp is part of my life too
hmm..
so at 10 plus followed mum to geylang market
to buy pak long's stuffs
as hes cumin here on thurs to collect de tings tat he had told mum to buy
afta alighted de bus,told mum that i wanna eat prata at har yasin
so had prata bawang and ice milo
de prata is so big
i hardly finish it
i onli had 1/4 of it
forced myself to eat but still i cnt
seriously i got no appetite
bt i was de one hu wanted to eat but in de end i dint finished it
wanted to pay for de bill cos its onli 5 bucks
haahah
cos i did brought sum money along
but mum insist on paying
so let her be
heheee
ingatkn baru i wanna treat her
hmm..
bt pathetic onli 5 bucks
tats y she cn also pay
lol!!
proceed to market
it was so lecak!!
so i onli stand aside as mum go n buy dose stuffs
like 2 kilos of prawns n sotongs n many kinds of fishes tat pak long had pesan
damn it was so heavy
lucky wen bac wit taxi
hahaa
i neva went to market wit mum
bt tis is an instruction from dad
so wat cn i sae
haaha
well im a lazy pig!
tot of goin to nani's hse
but felt kinda lazy n tired
but thank god i dint wen
mcm tau je!!
tat aunt from sbwg came!
fuh.
if i was der
selamat la aku!
all kinds of stories i will get to hear
n also hafta layan her acting
hahaaa
well if i was der bt i dint layan
hu else wanna layan otha den me
as i dun wanna get involve in any feuds or stuffs tats happening
so i betta layan her
cos sumtimes layan salah tak layan pun salah
haizzz
problems problems tak habis2
i reali pity nani
haizz
haha
tats wat i get for bein so emo
n thrown my words all around
aargh
dunt reali mean wat i've said
my heart says no but my mouth hardly say yes
bt den i dun wanna be de selfish party u c
hmm
After all,the broken stones
that were thrown,for no good reason
inside,she's loving him still
shit!.dunt noe y my back hurts since ytd
hmmmmm
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason I feel so broken up (so broken up) And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you so you know Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only, my only one Made my mistakes, let you down And I can't, I can't hold on for too long Ran my whole life in the ground And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone And something's breaking up (breaking up) I feel like giving up (like giving up) I won't walk out until you know Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do You are my only, my only one Here I go so dishonestly Leave a note for you my only one And I know you can see right through me So let me go and you will find someone Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one, no one like you You are my only, my only one My only one My only one My only one You are my only, my only one ..when you tell me that you loved me those just words
you cnt tell me you don't need me and i know that hurts
cause i'm looking at your picture cause it's all i've got.............................. February 20 after all this timemy stomach so full now
so i guess my appetite had loosen again!
cos i dint haf any proper bfast n lunch n infact for dinner too
i onli ate half of de pizza bun tat mum bought in de morn
den at noon
tot of goin library
bt chatted wit sophie on msn
so changed de time to 3.30
as i watched de philiphine story 1st
wen to de lib alone again
afta all its no harm goin out alone
im a lonesome
bt seein all dose students in uniform
remind me bac dose daes when i was in sec skool
hahaa
makin noise,laffin here n der like nobody business
heee...
reali miss dose daes.........................
well so i onli spent bout 15 mins in de lib..
cos i onli searched for awhile n i found few books tat i was interested to read
bt i cnt borrow all tho..
der were like 7 to 8 books altogetha tat im keen on readin
bt too bad..
i cn onli chose 4
so i chose de best of all
afta tat wen b.k
bought myself cheesesticks n hershey sunday pie
as i alreadi plan at hm tat im gonna buy dose foods
n i was like craving for it too
heeeh
so dose foods were my lunch
wen bac n took bro's bike key
n warm up de engine for him
so sat at de carpark for like 10 mins
while waitin for de warming up
afta tat i stop de engine n i put back de canvas
n ders one unkel told me tat i cnt just put back
cos de engine is still hot n de canvas cn be burnt
i was like tellin myself OH SERIOUS???
he continuosly kept sayin i shudnt do tat
felt kind of pissd off tho
but i noe its kind of him to tell me bout it
i mean afta how shud i noe tat i shudnt just put right away
bro dint tell me bout it
but hey its common sense rite
stoopid me
hahaa
dad called n asked if i wan anitin for dinner
so told him tat i want mee hoon soto
he bought from inspirasi
de mee hoon soto is kinda too much for me to finish it
watsmore im nt havin appetite to eat
so i dint finish it at last
i wonda wats wit my appetite
hmmmmmm.........................................................
now i kept hearing repeatedly simon webbe song-after all this time
nice!!
guess im gonna continue reading de bk n gonna watch dia later
n hoping tat i cn talk to him later
hmmm......
"After All This Time"
After all, the broken stones That were thrown, for no good reason Inside, she's loving him still After all this time And though her heart bares the scars No sign of healing, It's All right She's loving him still, after all this time. Ohh yeahh [Chorus:] Trying to push the past away Still waiting for the lights to change Try, try for the sake of their pride, pride Learning to barely feel the pain Thicker the skin the less the strain And though it's really hurting She aint breaking, breaking, breaking Coz she's loving him still, after all this time Now he knows his weakness shows Selfish soul, never changing That's fine, because she's loving him still After all this time And to the outside eye You see a family getting by And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it Coz she's loving him still, after all this time. [Chorus] After all this time.... After all, after all, after all this time Bones have to grow, and age it shows Though we try and hide it Inside, she's loving him still After all this time And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide Who made her feel like an angel Ohh thats why she's loving him still For the rest of her life, she's loving him still For the last of many miles She's loving him still After all this time February 19 cn i???hmmm
damn i jus fell in lurve
wit de vespa LX50
i wish it cud be mine
bt i noe it wunt happen la
mum n dad r against me of takin moto license
but bro is for it
haha
n dad was sayin go n take car license
i was like yeah rite!!!
n mum was tellin me betta study hard n not to think bout tis stuffs
haha
yeah indeed its true
haiz
n so bro had wen bac to camp
hmm
bored........
so evryday i had to start his bike's engine
he tot me how to do it juz now
afta all its just a simple ting to do
simple step as 123
haiz.
was watchin coffee wit karan at star world
pretty zinta is indeed so pretty!!
her name just suits perfect for her
so sweet pretty beautiful!
hmmm... hola!!!!!!!! holidaess???hola.!!
now i felt like in the mood for holiday
but damn
hu wanna bring me sey!
haha
but not batam of cos
cos i dun feel like tis is a holiday tho
pretty pathetic!!
so march be goin batam again!!!
gosh..im kinda sick of tat place
bt of cos nt de food
i lurve dem!!
n nt forgetting my nameless lil cuzzie
so luking forward seein him
n de following mnth on good fri
hopefully be goin genting!!
i so hope tat my dad's colleagues vote for genting rather tioman
cos de malays vote for tioman n includin my dad too
bt i cn feel tat we be goin genting cos majority wins
as dad's company has more chinese
n im sure dose chinese will vote for genting
cos ders a theme park!!
but tioman!
hmm..its kinda bored i guess
all u cn do is just to relax
n im so sick of relaxing
i've had enuff relaxing at hm
hahah
i need fun!
but hey provided if bro's going
if nt
damn..
be bored to hell
hu will i ride the rides with at the theme park
i seriously got no fren
if bro is nt going
aargh
hes alreadi givin me a negative sign wen i asked him bout tis
he said tat hes lazy!
shit
i hope dad will paksa him by hook or by crook
crossin my fingers tho
hmm..
n shit nxt mnth ders dad's company dinner at one of de hotel
so sick of mittin dem!!
told dad i seriously dun wanna go
bt he said he oredi submitted my name
damn
i cnt escaped!!
so i hafta bear with it
n de worst part of it is
i hate de games!!
its all damn pathetic n lame!
n im nt sporting ok
shit!
i hate it
chinese will remain chinese
haizzz.
lastly i hope
by de end of de year
we had alreadi been to aussie!
seriously hoping for that
insya'allah
as de 1k voucher expiring nxt yr
n i feel its such a waste as dad had join de oreintal membership
he paid like 5k plus for this membership
n in de end
till now
we've not gone on any holiday
besides BATAM!!!
bt im nt asking dem to bring me to evry destination tat dey r goin
its gud enuff if dey r bring me to aussie
n i wont ask for more
if dey r goin to india or dubai or wherever dey wanna go
i wont follow..
heehe
as im nt kind of interested
n i wanna let dem enjoy their lives while dey cn
hmm...
hurhur
till now im still waiting
bt den mcm buah tk jatuh je
hmm wateva la i cn sae
waste my energy je
hmmmm
till den so long and gudnyte!!!!!!!!
hey i reali miss my straight hair sey!!!
shitt!!
i'd betta be satisfied with wat i haf rite now
haiz February 18 full!!gosh..
my stomach so senak!
juz ate a plate of mee tomato
i tot i cudnt finish
but in de end i finished it
maebe cos mum's mee tomato is nice!!
cnt fite with any1 ok
shes capable of cooking nice2 food
miss her thosai!!!
hahah
dunt noe y i've been having big appetite ytd n todae..
hmmm....
guess i dun tink too much
n my heart is like worrying nth
so tats y i cn eat
ahaha...
n for de 1st time i finiished reading a bk
haha..
i tink i dun like reading eng stories
prefer malay's
so i started reading persimpangan kasih ytd at noon
n finished it juz now wen i woke up
hurhur
i tink i'l be borrowing more malay bks..
maebe i'l be goin to lib tis mondae n started borrowin malay stories
afta all its fun reading
wen u haf nth to do
damn..i shud haf borrowed more malay books
hmm
February 17 ermmmmmhmmm...
like stoopid
still havin my menses cramp
issh..
sakit!!
bored!!
juz finished watchin de philiphines drama
de guys are so hansem!!
n nt mentioning de gals r pretty too
hmmm
am tinking wat to do
seriously im bored
zaki forced me to follow him bac to his hse
bt im juz so lazy to go out
n if i go der i cn do nth
still bored too
so might as well i juz stayed hm
now im usin bro's comp
as zaki's usin mine..
todae i tink i've like got appetite to eat maebe cos ders zaki
so i ate kinda much.
mum cooked mee hoon soup
i ate pringles sour n cream n tomato flavours
n jambus too...
missed bro tho..
betta be feeling like this evriday
i hope.
fuck to my imagination
wahaha..
so much to be true
fine n be tis wae
aarghh..
it hurts..
bt im sure labour pain is more worse than tis
i cn reali imagine wat my aunt wen thru
pak long told us bout her stories
wen shes in labour
wit 7 nurses assisted her
n she wanted electric shock n all dose stuffs tat she said
gosh
issssh February 16 shit!aargh shit
im havin menstrual cramps
hmm..
juz now afta i took my shower
on my mind i was tinkin bout library
so dgn semangantnya i wen to library alone!
haaha
dunt noe apa angin out of a sudden
hee
so browse thru de fiction section
grab a bk..
n wen to de malay section
n grab anotha one
i wanted to borrow 4 bks
bt seriously i cnt make up my mind on wat bk to take
so i juz loan 2..
hahaha
bt im sure i will nt read actuali
i tried to read at nani's hse
but i juz cnt concentrate
maebe cos i dunt haf any interest in reading at all b4
hmm..but den im tryin la
cos at hm pretty bord
so i tot of takin up reading
bt hack
its all bout love stories
hahaah
afta loaning
wen to ljs n bought myself a meal der
hmmm...
wem bac n had my lunch
zaki came
n at 3 plus followed him bac
as it been like days since last visited nani
wen bac at ard 10..
haiz..pple pple........
im so lost 4 words
i've said enuff
haiz
i hope one day dey will wake up la!
February 15 am i???well
im sad
de feelin wont go away
no matter how hard i tried to tell myself
tat i'l be fine
i hate it
why must i be feeling tis way
why oh why
nah dun wanna tok bout it
i've shed enuff tears
don't i
wahahaa
kiddin
wokay
mum n me wen parkway n mit de rest at der
we arrived der earlier
so told mum to follow me to go n c slippers
cos i need a new slippers
bt i cnt seem to find any
so instead of luking for slipper
i wen to clothes shops
wen to esprit topshop U2 giordano
cey mcm real je
i walked n looked ard
how tempted i am wit their clothes
so damn bloody nice2
bt yet expensive
mum walked beside me
n i kept saein to her 'issh lawa sey'!!
she juz remained quiet
haha
wat do i expect?
like as if shes buyin for me
but at times she just asked how much
n kept saeing 'woi mahalnya'!!
haiz..
if onli mum works
n if onli mum wud offer me to buy
haha
wishful tinking
tat wont eva happen la
bt if its dad
i guess proabably it will happen
bt i noe my limits
im nt like dose spoil brats
hu wud juz buy w.o lookin at de price wether its ex or nt
haha..wateva
gosh..
if was rich
i wud buy all tat on de spot
bt too bad
haizz
seriously i need a new slipper bag clothes n more clothes
but wer de hack cn i find money to buy all tat
other than working?
i juz cnt seem to find any job
am i tat sway
guess i dint make enuff effort to look for it
yeah i mean seriously
i dun look for it
n i expect de job to come to me
haha
im juz a lazy brat hu rot at hm evri single day of my life since nov last yr
ahh..enuff said
so had dinner at siam kitchen
we had like a buffet
bt it was served.
okla de food nt bad
i dun quite like it tho
i onli ate a lilttle
i forced myself to eat
but still i cnt
cos i reali feel like vomitting
its like a waste u pay 14.90 per person
n u dun eat much
hmm
too bad den cos i got no big appetitie now
afta tat wen to order alisha's birthday cake at polar
so cute..its sesame streets
its 2 kilos of choclate cake
n nxt wk i had to collect it b4 goin to sis hse
alisha is juz so cuteeee...
with her many kinds of expression
cuteness!!!!!!!!!
n now wer de hack are you????????
you are just nowhere to be found
haiz..
am i like a doll??
whom got no feelings
haiz..
lost for words
hey i tink
im juz a spare tyre to any1
seriously
dey cum to me wen dey've got a problem
like shit!
i guess my face resemble a tyre
bt me im being a soft hearted person
just help in anyway i cn
hahah...
so pple like pijak my face
n im being de berat mulut type
dunt even noe how to voice out
well tats me
tats y pple kept taking advantage on me
hahahah
but sumtimes it duesnt pay to be kind
i gotta learn tat
lol..
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