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30 novembre hurhurok..it shows tat obviously tat nokia's camera is still de best..other brand like samsung motorola n sony ericsson its nt kinda sharp tho all its 1.3 megapixel..hurhur..it shows tat my 3230 is much more betta ok!!..hehe..den my bro d500 n aza's new sony ericsson w550i..but tat phone is kinda cool..like de earpiece cos its like mine..hahah..hmm..but im nt jealous la..hmm..
well did nth from juz now..aza came cos he wanted to put his songs on his new phone..hmm..n chatted wit simz..helped her wit de resize photo..wenever chat wit her i felt sumtin..its juz tat i miss her so much n my otha frens..aarghh..i juz kept repeatin tis stuffs..cnt help it la..haiz..cos de 3 of us will always make noise n crack jokes n crappy stuffs..still remember we always make noise durin physics lesson so tat we cn be thrown out of de class..haiz...so fun..n simz is juz so cute..wit her lafter n faz's lafter..hurhur..miss dose daes to de core man!!
bored bored bored!!!!!!! hMm.shits..my comp is like so fucked up..bro had oredi reformatted but till now ders no internet connection..pity him he tried to fix my comp till 2 plus in de mornin but still ders no internet connection..haiz.. wen to de interview at international plaza wit aisha n seri..dunt noe wen will i get a job..de person said tat dey do not haf any temporary vacancies to offer us..dey'l call us bac if ders any in few daes or maebe weeks time..hmm..wen to ct hall n met up wit azri..had our lunch at sakura..afta tat we walk2.. haiz..things tat r not supposed to happen has happen..pity her..so many things happen in one dae..hmm..i so dunt noe wat to do for her..well wen bac at nite ytd n wen online..chatted wit simz n wc..saw their prom nite pics..gosh dey luk so gorgeous..bet dey had fun..hmm..n at tat point i felt like suddenly i miss my 413 classmates..i miss de lafter wit esp faz simz n yati whom we had been wit de same class for 4 yrs..haiz..too bad..pple change time change..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!!!!!!! 28 novembre DaMn.aiyoo..i juz came bac from de tailor..but i guess she had yet open..cos ders no1 on de 1st floor..like wtfh..she told me tat she opened at 10..den now afta 10 still not yet open..i shud haf called her n ask la..hmm..mum bought me 2 prata..later will be goin seri's hse..n afta tat goin bugis..i wanna eat at tong seng!!..yay!!..here cums my seafood noodle..ahacks..haix..bored bored bored..
n aza had alreadi bought tat walkman phone w550i..haiz..seems like fun la de phone..de earpiece is like mine..hehe..n i guess dad likes pple changin phone la..cos he was like so excited wen i told him tat aza changed phone to sony ericsson..n so i opened de s.e website n showed him aza's phone..n he was like askin bro wether starhub cn redeem de points..like get vouchers for phone n stuffs..cos i remembered last yr we reedem n get vouchers to de sofra turkish kitchen..hahaks..dad was tellin tat he like his k700i..n i asked him to go n change la.haha..**grin**..well for me obviously i'l nt tok bout changin phone..im gona change phone nomore alrite!!..tho i reali fell in lurve wit de walkman phone..but i guess i'l get bord if i use it for quite sumtime..like my 3230 phone currently..tat phone is like so hella bored..its de same goes for evri single phone tat i had used..but now im so lazy to go n change2 phone now..cos i've alreadi like change phone for like 7 to 8 times..hurhur..n dad had alreadi warn me nt to change again b4 he bought me de 3230..hahah..well now..if got new phone i will like 'ALA TAK HERAN LA'..hehe..as long as my phone now cn msg call n cn take picture..tats all rite for me..hehe..but tat 3230 is so irritatin..cos its so damn slow n like hang up..like my stoopid pc..
now i guess my pc need to be reformat..so irritatin sey..n bro kept scoldin me..aiyo..im so sick to hear tat..wtf..haiz..new pc oso got problem..guess its becos of de old hard disk is nt stable..i was like so damn shocked wen ytd nite i on my comp n suddenly i saw evritin tat i had saved in de old hard disk had gone..n so i calm for awhile n ask bro wether he still save my files tat i transferred to his comp..but sadly he said 'NO..AKU DAH DELETE'..n i was like oh fuckin shit!!..der goes my pictures tat i've been savin since de past few years n till now..n kept my mouth kept repeatin de word shit..n bro asked me to restart de comp n c wether its still der..cos my pc is so siow..n luckily it was still der..fuh!!..how relief i felt..n bro trasnferred all de files to de new hard disk space..thank god!!..if evritin had lost.i dunt noe wat wud i do..n all de songs tat i had in my comp will be gone too..hurhur..
im gonna give de tailor a call n im goin to bac der.. 27 novembre If I Had My Wae.."Fall To Pieces"
"My Happy Ending" Haiz.haiz..wtf man!!..stoopid computer!!..argh..n my bro blame me for it..but hey i dint do anitin alrite..all i do is surf pple's blogspot n frenster ok!!..as if like i go c PORN or wat!!..stoopid spyware..how on earth tat spyware enter my comp..so damn irritatin!!!!!!!!!!....esp de bloody hell pop ups..kept appearin..its juz so fuckin irritatin..n bro tried to recover..but cnt..n end up he got fed up n told tat he dunt wanna help me nemore!!..n i was like hey wateva la..he kept blamin me n said tat if i use computer surely got problem..haiz..wtf??..
well was awakened by sali's msg..askin me wats our bang name durin our sec 3 camp..haha..how i miss dose times..shared 2 bed wit nur n faz..im in de middle as i personally told request for it cos im hella scared..haha..was so fun..gotta sleep beside my besties..heehe..nah i dun wana go on..all of tat r juz memories..den as usual on my comp..cos tat is de 1st ting i will always do afta i woke up..n manuel msg me n asked wether im free..n den he called me on my hp..haiz..pity him..he told evritin tat hadppened btw him n nadiah..haiz..cn see tat he reali scacrificed alot of things for nadiah..but in de end nadiah juz like so fucked up..i guess she juz dun undastan him..hmm..pity maneul..he reali dunt noe wat to..told him to be patient..cos if nadiah still lurve him surely he'l cum bac to him one dae..well i guess tats wat love is all about..i cnt give much advise coz im nt pro at all bout bgr stuffs..n yea we tok bout an hr n 40 mins..n mum kept pesterin me to clean my rm n vacuum de livin rm..so i had to put down de phone..hahah..n todae de hse so hectic..we r like cats n dogs fightin..me n bro fite while dad n mum too fite..i mean fite as in misundastandin..hahah.i was felt like im livin in hell man!!!.hurhur..but afta awhile evri1 had cool down n i took my shower i felt OK!!..
well later in de evenin..i guess will be goin to de open hse wit seri..hahah..but i feel shy tho..errmm..but its alrite as long as seri is wit me..im ok..hehe..n tmr will be goin out wit her!!..wohoo!!.. miss u..miss uhey i juz cnt lie to myself alrite..i do reali miss him..like watdefuckinhack???.n i reali miss his voice..aarghh..tried to contact his cuzz but cudnt get thru..wer de hell r dey????????..n its been like a week or more i juz dint hear from him..am reali wonderin wat hes doin rite now...hMmMm...if onli ders a wae to contact him..i'l do it rite now..told myself to juz forget..but my heart saes no..tho sumtimes my brain saes yes im gonna 4get bout him!!..its so hard!!..i wish in de 1st place he neva eva came into my life..how i miss de old him..used to go online evridae n durin lecture time too..guess he muz be so damn busy or maebe tired to even think bout me..hahah..watsofuckineva alrite!!!
n tis comp is still givin me prob..like wth man!!!..arggh..got virus!!!..aiyoo..im so sway..haiz..de pop ups is juz so irritatin man!!..kept appearin time n time again..n for no reason my bro scolded me cos of tis..he tinks tat im de one hu creates all tis..haiz..but lucky my bro is ard..if hes married n move out i wont noe how to manage my own pc..cos hes de one hu has been doin stuffs on my comp like installin n all tis tings..but for me i onli noe how to surf de net..hahah..wat a useless me!!!..got own comp oso dunt noe how to install things..haha..weird!!!
am sleepy now..guess gonna sleep in few mins time.. 26 novembre ErMm..I WaNt to Work!i juz lurve tis song..kept hearin it time n time again since de past few weeks n till now..n nicole is juz so pwetty n beautiful..shes juz so perfect!!..
"Stickwitu"
I don't want to go another day So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind Seems like everybody is breaking up Throwing their love away I know I got a good thing right here That's why I say (Hey) Nobody's going to love me better I must stick with you Forever Nobody's going to take me higher I must stick with you You know how to appreciate me I must stick with you My baby Nobody ever made me feel this way I must stick with you I don't want to go another day So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind See the way we ride In our privated lives Ain't nobody getting in between I want you to know that you're the only one for me And I say Nobody's going to love me better I must stick with you Forever Nobody's going to take me higher I must stick with you You know how to appreciate me I must stick with you My baby Nobody ever made me feel this way I must stick with you And now Ain't nothing else I can need And now I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me I got you We'll be making love endlessly I'm with you Baby, you're with me So don't you worry about People hanging around They ain't bringing us down I know you and you know me And that's all that counts So don't you worry about People hanging around They ain't bringing us down I know you and you know me And that's why I say Nobody's going to love me better I must stick with you Forever Nobody's going to take me higher I must stick with you You know how to appreciate me I must stick with you My baby Nobody ever made me feel this way I must stick with you Nobody's going to love me better I must stick with you Forever Nobody's going to take me higher I must stick with you You know how to appreciate me I must stick with you My baby Nobody ever made me feel this way I must stick with you
help!!!..im juz so hella bord!!!!!!!...aargh..lucky ders aza..he came n at least i've got a fren..if nt i'l be like rottin alone..hurhur..guess im gonna go n play my lil niece's piano..haha..it cn be fun wen u jiggle wit tat thing..i noe im like a small kiddo..but nah..wat else cn i do..at least tat thingy cn kill 1o% of my boredom..hurhur..hmm..bought straits time juz now..search for job vaccancy bout admin stuffs..most of it dey wan billingual language..like wtf!!..cnt malays apply for de job..aarggh..so not fair..de job requirements suits me perfectly as one of de post of de admin thingy mention bout COS..in few weeks time i hope i'l be gettin de cert but den suddenly dey wan BILINGUAL!!!..stoopid..n seri was askin me if i wan de topshop..haha..me bein a sales girl??..cos i dun haf good communication skills..im so not gud at tat..haiz..so hard for me to find a job cos i reali got no self-confidence..n mum was tellin me not work 1st..she said tat im kinda young to work..hMmM..she told me to go n take up course like IT..i was like wth?..how cn i go n take up IT courses wer i've studied like office stuffs previously..its so out of de channel..im so hopin to take admin course..oh gosh..i wonda how my result wud be..**crossin my fingers**..
~~~~BOREDOM IS KILLIN ME~~~~ 24 novembre Haiz..im barely hangin on..Life is simply too bored for me..i cnt go on like tis..its onli like de 2nd dae..omg!!..how am i gonna go on..oh sum1 pls help me!!!..i reali need to find a job soon man if nt i cn reali die of boredom at hm evridae..all i do i juz to wait for dae to be nite n vice versa..haiz..so sux my life..so empty..so lonely..wish i cud haf a younger siblins..
im so sad!!..wer r all my sec skool best fwens???...haiz..y its always me to haf t luk for dem..i noe each of dem got new frens..n hey i do oso alrite..but common la..cnt u like differentciate?..n de 4 yrs we've been thru juz gone down to drain..like wtf..aarghh..is it so hard to even msg..i reali hope tis will nt happen to my ITE frens...haiz..i miss dem!!!...i guess im juz wastin my time tinkin bout dose frens whom dunt noe how to appreciate frenship..
so many things r on my mind rite now..n i reali dunt noe wat to do..how in de earth cn i getta contact him??..if onli my phone was a 3G one..it cn be like an alternative..aarrghh...im barely hangin on!!..i reali dunt noe if its worth waitin..if tis will cum to a gud end..i reali wish tat i cud noe all de answers to my questions..all i need now is for him to cum online...PLS CUM ONLINE SOON!!!!..i miss u so..if onli i cud turn bac time n i'l neva eva get to noe u n probably rite now i'l nt feel de misery..haiz..tried to 4get but i cnt!!..his juz on my mind evritime..i reali dunt noe wat actuali goin on btw us..argh..guess i shall let fate decide..
i am so so so bored rite now......ders like nth i cn do!!..oh god pls help me from feelin all de misery...n im endurin all tis while!!!!..sumtimes how i envy pple out der..dey cn be soo independent..i reali need to get a part time job real soon..***deep sigh***...im so lost for words.. 23 novembre evritin has ended.alrite..skool has ended..no more lafter no more jokes no more disturbin no more silly stuffs..im gonna miss my IOP mates..n esp my close frens..haix..hugged dem tightly n wit a heavy heart..its been like 11 mnths im wit dem..wen lotsa ups n downs we've gone thru..haiz..wats left now is juz memories..its always like tis..time reali flies wen we r havin fun..how i wish tat tis course was a 2 yrs wan..well its ju left me myself n i at hm alone..rottin like no one care..so ytd we bought ourselve a ting tat cn stuck on our phone..i dunt noe wat its called..so as to remember our frenship..hahah..hm
ofp was ok la..shall nt tok more..well.evritin is in god's hand rite now..all i cn do now is juz to pray n wait till 15 dec to cum..it was rainin so heavily ytd,so aftat de exam..my fwenss took bus to de intc n we ate breakfast at mac..so i guess tat will be de last time tat we will be eatin togetha again..well seri me hm..as she was down..n we changed our hm clothes n wen to mit ''puppet''..proceed to ct hall..n had our lunch at bk's raffle city..afta awhile syikin came..n so we proceed to de esplanade rooftop..sat der for few hrs..n made a move at bout 6..so seri n ''puppet'' took train towards marina bay while me n syikin took towards pasir ris..in de train we decided not to go hm..so alight at paya lebar..n we wen to this fashion..n so i browse thru..der r juz so many nice skirts der..i reali wanted to buy..but i'l left wit no money..so i juz bought de top..tis time its wit de collar..it cost 16 bucks thanks to de 10% discount card..heehe..hm..if onli i was rich..well aftat tat we sat outside ljs n chatted for awhile..n finally we made at move at 8.30 as i was reali so tired..
haiz..haf nt been hearin bout him since hes gone bac..like wth..hes too busy n too tired to go online?..wateva ok. 21 novembre aM sOO sUPer DuPeR sLeEpY!hmMm..im feelin so sleepy..well juz came bac..hurhur..im so glad tat efw was alrite..thank god de mins of meetin was easy..hope i cn pass..n left wit ofp which is tmr!!!!!!!!..not yet memorise de unit 4 n 5..cos its like loads of facts..ermm..afta de exam..wen to airport..was supposed to go w'dlands civic..but in de end seri change plan n wanted to go to airport..hees..so we took mrt..
reach at t2 n wen to de viewin mall..seri was puttin a cheerful face de whole dae..kept smilin here n der..i noe ur so happi..heeehe..**wink**..n im happi for u too..well i've been hangin wit her evry now n den..am gonna miss her loads..as tmr is de last dae of skool..well..we studied for awhile at de viewin mall..tried memorisin sum facts..but while memorisin kept tokin bout stuffs..haha..we cnt reali study la wen we r togetha we'l surely ended up tokin bout life..hmm..so afta awhile ders dis cleaner wanna clean de windows so told seri tat we hafta make a move as we r sittin near de window..den both of us took de sky train to T1 n we ate at popeye..oh gosh finally man!!..last i ate at popeye was long time ago..n it brings bac memory wer faz n me used to go der afta work..haix..so fun...for seri it was her 1st time..she was pretty exicted..hahaha..we had de same meal..seri finished her food so fast but for me as usual i'l always will nt finish it cos im juz so full..seri asked for paper bag..n i put de leftovers in it..hee..tat is wat i always do..hahah..well seein de pple at de airport makes me wanna go travel on de plane..haix..how i wish sum1 cud take me travel round de world..well alrite dream on aidah!!!..hees..n it brings me bac de memories wer i used to work wit faz too..hahah..so much memories der..hMmM..how i envy pple hu gotta travel round de world..
well we sat at popeye for few hours..did sum memorisin too der n as usual we continued n tok bout life..hahah..cnt stop tokin bout tat..wen gal meet gal..tats wat usually dey tok bout..n esp their bgr...HmMm..took sum pics too..haha..WELL ITS SERI!!!...cnt change de fact tats shes a photo freak..haha..we make a move at bout 3.30..seri took train wit me..n she continued her journey by takin 168 at bedok intc..had fun wenever im out wit her!!!...haha..i neva eva cud tot tat we'l be close again..hMmM..hope our frenship will last..
heard tat dad's gonna upgrade my pc..hMmM..ok la..i kinda agree cos my pc's space is limited rite now..so its gud if its a bigger size..n ytd sis n family came..alisha is juz so cute..aarghh..i mean super duper cute..wit her cheeky smile..lotsa facial expression she did..shes juz sooo sooo sooo cute..wit her big eyes n curly eyelid..juz so cute..dey r no otha words tat i cn describe her..CUTE is de onli word..hahaha.. 19 novembre tis liFe Was NeVa De Samehow i wish i cud be juz a happy go lucky gal..no worries at all..hate my life!!..i wish to be reborn into dis world again..n im gonna make full use of it..no use saein now..left witout a word..but y?..haix..cn i eva get de happiness tat i wan?..my life is so unpredictable n full of ups n downs..i juz hafta be patient..n wen i tink bac how cn i possibly be..but y evritin hafta happen..i believe evritin tat was said..felt like cryin out loud..i juz dunt wanna keep tinkin bout it..i wanna make my mind occupied wit sumtin else..but seein wat happened..im juz so sad..i juz wanna noe de reason y..haix..
n gosh my efw final exam is like 2 daes awae..shit.hell..im so dead..aaarrgghh..juz dun wanna tok bout it..!!!..my life gonna end!!
well ytd was all a last min plan..wen mit seri at intch n accompany her ate at ya salam..den we proceed to blk 421 n studied der..but i juz cnt..it juz wont go inside my head esp de mins of meetin..gosh..aarrgghh..den afta awhile diana came..it was rainin so heavily..den while we were de 3 of us were tokin2..i saw dem..hmm..shall nt said tat..but i was quite sad tho seein evritin seems to be changin..we r not like wat we r b4..haix..nah..4get it..soo..den fir came..we make a move n met seri n fir at intch as i wanted to perm my hair..n wen we went to de saloon n seri told tat i wanted to perm my hair but de lady said tat i cnt cos ive alreadi had done rebondin..i was like knda shocked tho...cos sum pple whom i noe had perm rebonded n perm again..hmm..am wonderin..but its alrite la guess luck its nt on my side..so me n diana decided go to town,i wen bac for awhile to change my clothes as my jeans tat i currently wore was wet..so i dun feel comfy..n diana waited for me outside librarry..well at least im nt tat bord..had fun wit her tho..1st she accompanied me eat at kfc..den walked2 at far east plaza n searched for de shop tat i wanted to buy de aladin pant..hahah..lucky afta so much of turnin ard here n der we finally found it..hurhur..yea!!..tried it..n it fits me..so i bought it for 30 bucks..nice paper bag..its hula n co..haha..den wen to this fashion i saw tis hippies which in black colour..tried dem n it suits wit de brown pant tat i bought..i was like so 50 50 to buy..cos its like fitttin u c..n diana was tellin me its nice..but ended up i dint buy..hahaha...so by den we wen out of far east its alreadi 6 plus..n we walked all de wae to dhoby ghaut..while walkin saw de giordano shop at lucky plaza so we wen in..n i told diana i've been wantin to buy de pants from last yr.lol..hahah...tried 2 times..n finally it suits me..so i boght it for 35 bucks..worth it..de original price was 49 bucks..lucky i did wait till de price gone down...hahah..guess diana was bein patient wit me..heehe..n its so nice if u walk at town wen its at nite..de feelin is so nice..n esp if u r wit ur loved ones..so yea..haha..n i kept walkin so fast n diana had to pull my bag..hurhur..n sumtimes she even hold my bag while we were walkin..so funny...i dunt noe y i walk so fast..i dint realise tat i walk so fast cos i noe tat is my normal walkin pace..haha..muz haf followed my fatha's footsteps..hees..n finally afta a long walk we reached at ps..hahah..diana wanted to eat at bk..so its her turn to eat..shared ice lemon tea wit her as i was so thirsty..hees..n i did wen to fox..n i saw dey r like havin sale..gosh..it onli cost 10 bucks if u were to buy de 2nd piece..damn..its juz so bloody hell cheap..n all de shirt is like so damn nice!!!...aaarggh..i felt like buyin it..but wen i tink bac..my money will left a few bucks..cos i had alreadi spent 65 bucks on 2 pants..so told diana anotha time la i wanna buy shirt..heehe..n so we make a move..took pics..heees..on de escalator n while we sit n wait for de mrt..hahaha..enjoyed goin out wit her tho,,hurhur,,,
18 novembre My LiFe geTtIN so Sux.bord bord bord!!..tis is wat im feelin rite now n gonna feel for de next half a yr or 4eva!..damn..i muz reali do sumtin wit my life..i need a job man!!..skool had alreadi finish except for de ofp n efw final exam nxt wk..haix..i wish tat it wud neva end..aarrghh..i juz hate my bloody life man..fucked up life..im barely hangin on..de misery i felt he wud neva eva undastan i guess..like wth..sumtimes i wonda wats de use saein wen u dun actuali mean it..aaaaaarrrggggggghhhhhhhh!!!..im so pissd off!!!..like i was a nobody to u!...haix..der r juz too many weird pple in dis world..sum hu is worst den a beast..n i reali hope tat retribution will fall on dem..dose hypocrrites pple..i reali hate dem..comon la pls change ur attitude..u pple r not gettin any younger alrite..haix..oh hell juz get on wit ur bloody hell life n not to care bout other's affair..so if dis go on..i believe we cud neva haf a peace foreva or maebe even once...wit each n evrione attitude so sux..hell no!!..me bein a 17yr old teenager noe wats wron n wat rite tho i cn sae im nt reali mature enuff..**shake head**..evritime i luked ard me..conflicts r evriwer..haix..i wish tis world was a perfect one..aaarghh...WATSOFUCKINEVA!!!..im gettin sick of seein n hearin wats happenin ard me.
well ytd wen to visit datuk for awhile in de mornin wit mum..stayed der for like 15 to 20 mins or so..pity him cos his condition still de same..n was told by de doc tat hes sufferin from stroke..haix..pray tat nth will happen..den aftat tat met seri at bishan,wen bac skool to clear up our lockers..but i dint actuali clear it..juz took de microsoft office books bac cos hu noes u cn use it for reference..n brought bac files..n i juz left de ring file in de locker..its so big to be brought bac n im so lazy..n der r so many stacks of paper in de locker but juz left it..cos i dun need dem nimore..let dem throw..den wen bac hm!!..so bord!!..at nite wen dinner at raimah wit my parents aunt n unkel..had fish n chip der..hmm..but actuali now i juz haf a lil appetite to eat..i dunt noe y..haix..
den on wed..wen ecp wit seri..we intend to sit on de water breaker..but we waited for de weather to cool down but its still de same..since 1 plus till 4 plus..so sunny!!..den we finally sat for awhile at de water breaker tho its hot n our butt is burnin..hurhur..den decided to buy drinks at coffee bean as i've been cravin for sunrise for de past few mnths n finally now i got it..haha..so sat on de outside for awhile as der r juz too many pple inside..den while was drinkin seri was shoutin 'syikin'..i was like wonderin which syikin sey..den i turn ard n saw its our syikin..hahhah..was so happi to c her!!..heee..shes wit her chinese fren..so we sat der n tok2 joke2 for awhile..haha..lotsa lafter at der..n we were loud man!!..n finally we make a move n walk to parkwae parade..n while walkin it was drizzlin..its so nice..i mean de weather..hees..so took 15 bac to sis hse..played wit alisha for awhile..gosh alisha is juz so so so super damn cute sey..played hide n seek wit her..hees..she sat on her small bicycle...i felt like bitin her cheeks..n i reali lurve her eyes man!!..so nice..hurhur..den make a move on my own at 8 plus as i were to wait..ders no space for me to fit in de car..haha..so i took de initiative to go bac 1st tho dad did said earlier tat we cn take taxi bac..but isnt it like waste..so i took bus alone n i was like in a hurry to catch de chinese drama at 9..
OOW SHITTY SHIT......HELLO MY FINAL EXAMS IS LIKE 3 DAES AWAE N I STILL CN LIKE DO NTH BOUT IT..HAHAHA...IM SURE GONNA BE DEAD COS I DUNT NOE HOW TO DO DE MINS OF MEETIN..BUT I REALI HOPE TAT DE PAPER WILL BE EASY!! 15 novembre aM RotTin!all i cn do is to sigh here n der..sigh ard de hse..hmm..i juz feel so damn bored!..im rottin at hm!...omg..i cnt go on like tis..hell no!!..dint wen to skool todae as im so lazy..but actuali todae ms kok is givin bac our money..diana told me tat its 9 bucks..hmm..nvm la..maebe hu noes she'l give us nxt wk wen de dae we r havin our exams..i dunt noe if tmr got ofp lesson..haix..now is onli 12 plus!!..time reali fly so slow wen ur at hm..but wen ur in skool it reali fly so fast..it flies so fast wen ur havin fun..i wish i cud haf fun rite now..but wit hu?!!..haix..
n till now i still haf nt heard from him..like wth!!..haix..i reali dunt noe wat to do..sux sux sux..WATSOFUCKINEVA!!!!!!...aarrghh..
n tmr me n seri will be goin to east coast..i juz wanna stand at de water breaker n shout out loud!! 13 novembre LiFe'S like tat 14 nov
hmm..juz woke up..i hate tis feelin i had.i reali want to tok to him badly...he was admitted to de hspital..pity him..haix..juz now went skool for an hr class..afta tat wen to eat at kfc wit nyah..hmm..had lotsa lafter wit her..i enjoyed goin bac wit her..n i reali gonna miss goin bac wit her wen skool finished...nah actuali i tink we r finally finish todae!..nt cumin to skool tmr..juz for an hr lesson n it starts at 12.15 pm..hmm..so lazy..den juz now on de wae goin down on de escalator saw faz n her cuzzies..she was like so excited wavin at me n askin wer im goin..n i cn reali c her cheerful face tat shes reali so happi wit her smile wide open..how i miss her..i wish i cud turn bac time..hmm..atuk luks like in a critical condition..n ytd at bout 1 plus..atuk's heartbeat n pulse had stopped n we were all like so sad as my aunt told tat hes gone..but wen d nurse told us tat hes still alive..his like fightin bac for his life..hmm..was sumkin like a miracle tho cos i believe miracle do happen..however evritin is in god's hand..but i reali hope tat atuk's gonna be fine!!!
13 nov
wen town ytd..wit seri!!..hees..met her at orchard mrt station..as usual shes late..while waitin heard my mp3..den got 2 philipino ladies sat beside me..one of dem started out a converstion by askin my nationality..i was..huh?!!!..do i luk like im foreign..hurhur..n she was suprised tho wen i told tat im a singaporean orite..n she said 'you look cute n u luk like ur mixed..sumkind of indian'..hurhur..well shes rite actuali..i told her tat i do haf an indian blood tho..hahah..but from wat i c from myself i dun reali haf like an indian face..unlike my dad n sis..hmm.well i guess diff pple has diff wae of lukin..but was shocked by her comments..hee..n so she started to ask how old i am n wat skool im in n bla bla bla n oso she asked me bout religious stuffs..she told me tat i muz be gud to my parents n stuffs..she said tat teenagers nowadays r hard to discipline..but its true..shes like makin comparison btw me n her doter bac der at philiphines..hmm..well..i've got no comments bout tat..but wats important is i noe wat im doin as a teenager as i noe wats de wron n rite things..so i guess my parents shud not be worryin bout me..well..had like 15 mins conversation wit her..hahah..so seri came n we had to leave tat place..so we walk2 round de town..bought presents for de 2 of dem...ate at esteler 77..i dint finish my food..hmm..such a waste..n took neoprints.hees..had a great time wit her tho!!! siGhz.=(haix.
wat is wron wit me!!??..kept worryin bout stuffs..am i like so sensitive..i guess i am..well i cnt help it..n its juz so sux to tink bac..i felt uneasy evri single minute or even second..pls show sum appreciation for me!!!!!!..aarrgh..fucked up..i noe im bein so like farkin irritatin n possesive..but 4 de fact im nt..its juz tat i reali need ur attention..its so real hard for me to undastan wats in de heart of his..i dunt noe if im stron enuff to go on..i've been patience all alon..n im sure god will repay us bac for dose hu has patience in dem...FORGET IT ALRITRE!!!!!.....I'L JUZ GO WIT DE FLOW OK!!!!
well..later will be goin out wit seri..yea finally i need sum time to ease my mind of all de tings tat had happened..tho dae by dae de tot of it started to fade awae..but ders like scars left behind..hmm..waterbreaker is my favourite place to ease my mind..used to go der wit faz afta skool..n sumtimes we even brought hm clothes..heees..alrite memories ok..n yea need to search for 2 pple's present..hmm..am wonderin wat to buy for dem..n felt like studyin wit seri..but wers de best place to study eh?..hmm..
IF I CUD FALL INTO DE SKY.....DO U TINK TIME WUD PASS ME BY....COZ U NOE I'L WALK A THOUSAND MILES IF I CUD JUZ SEE U.. 12 novembre HaiXx..i am simply too bored rite now!!..have not yet start studyin!..i dunt noe wat will i be..haix..instead of studyin i waste my time sleepin n editin photos..hees..i reali like de photos..hope he'l like it too..but i noe its lame alrite..haha..todae rot at hm de whole dae..well im alreadi awake at 7 plus..so i switch on bro's comp n slack for awhile n decided to watch dvds..as ders 2 new dvds tat my bro had juz burn..he rent it at a machine n he burn it..so cheap!..onli 3 bucks..haha..so i watched de longest yard followed by american pie-band camp...de 2 movies were so funny..hurhur..n dad was bein so super kind..he called me n ask me wat i wanna eat..so i juz told him tat juz buy soto la..so he bought soto..den afta tat wen he wanted to go bac,he saw de nasi lemak had juz arrived den he bought it..gosh..hes juz so kind..so i asked him y he bought nasi lemak n he said tat 'kn ituari kau nak mkn nasi lemak kat daun pisang tapi tak jadi beli'..n in my heart i was like omg my dad is so totful sey..he always tink of othas..n so he brought bac 2 breakfast for me..hahah..but since puasa i've got no more appetite to eat..i cnt eat much now..hmm..wonda y..well im goin to haf my dinner wit dad n mum..cos its oredi azan n dey r bukaing rite now..im so hungry!!.. 11 novembre Sweet 17thalrity..juz came bac from aunty ani's hse..me n family wen der for visitin..but b4 tat we had our dinner at sakura buffet at de downtown east..wohoo..i loike!!!..loads of foods!!!..too many to eat!!..its like my birthday treat from dad for me n family..hurhur..wow im juz so damn full..de foods der r simply so yummy..hahaks..i ate seafood rice,prawn,black pepper chicken,beancurd,sushi,octopus..gosh..i simply cnt remember animore..cos ders loads of foods..but i reali like de pastries..i tried all..haha..n esp de durian puff was so yummy..gosh..its like so heaven..had ice cream too..n mum was bein so kiasu man!!!..she brought sum pastries tempuras kuehs bac..hahah..she like smuggled dem..n she had oredi brought de plastic from home..hahah..well wat to do..tats my mum..u cnt change de fact tat shes such a kiasu person...im so embarassesed by her behaviour!!..haha...so afta all its worth it alrite..its 26 bucks per person..n alisha was so cute..kept laughin!!..hees..den afta tat wen to anti ani n unkel mat's hse for awhile..sat der for like half an hr or so..cos ders anti ani's frens..n unkel mat was so sick to layan us..pity him..he got stomach pain..haix..hope he gonna be alrite..n oh ya goin bac time i got 5 bucks from anti ani's fren..hees..duit raya!!..n her 2 kiddos was so beautiful..their dad is from scotland n mum is a malay mixed chinese i guess..hmm...so rojak!!..
well skool juz now was alrite..in de mornin sophie bought me a brownies from coffee bean..hurhur..den durin de efw i shared wit de 3 of dem..hahaks..thanks sophie!!!..hmm..n jana gave me like a hangin stuffs wit a frenship message on it..its nice!!..thanks too..n he wished me too..cos i tot he dint remembered my birthday..hmm wateva...n im glad tat sum of my sec skool frens hu used to be my close n besfren remembered my birthday..gees..thanks for all de wishes..n yea sis bought me a bag from esprit..i pretty like it..thanks sis..hmm..skool's gettin so bored..der'l be onli ofp lesson left..cos mr choong will nt conduct any efw lesson nemore..n cuc test juz now was like so fucked up man!!..i dint study at all..ahaha..i dunt noe how it'l be..haix..n afta skool me mai cat n nyah wen to kfc..but too bad it was packed..so dey change their mind n go LONG JOHN SILVER..i was like OMG NOT AGAIN!!..but u c i cnt said anitin so i juz followed dem..haha..its been 3 straight daes i wen to ljs..hahah..so had combo 1..hees..den wen bac hm..
i am juz so bored rite now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz dun fuckin undastan him.......wth!!.......hhhmmmmm...
lastly happi sweet 17th birthday to me!!!......i wish................................ 10 novembre LiFe Hate Me
Why r all dis happenin to me???......i hate my life..i felt so sad..i cnt study at all!!..n tmr is de cuc test..n its from unit 1 to 12..omg..how am i gonna do de test wen i dun even undastan all de topics..im reali dead..i guess i reali gave up..i reali so much wanted to go higher nitec..but i've got no confident at all afta wat had happened..cos de marks reali mean alot to me..so finally im givin up evritin..enuff said.. HmMm..BORED!i <3 IOP!!!!!!
well..juz came bac actuali..hmm..skool was bored alrite!..n nxt week is de last wk of skool..haix..skool's gettin so bord..i guess we onli hafta cum for ofp n efw lesson..tat is like so pathetic..n i hafta travel all de wae from bedok to bishan juz for an hr class..tats so pathetic..haix..our life is so bored..evri1 is tokin bout workin..i wanna work too.!!..but wat work sey??..its nt easy to find one..
so den afta finish de 2 hr class..me n seri felt so bored..we dunt wanna go bac 1st!!!..its onli like 12.15!!..still so early..n so diana came to us n asked us wer we r goin so we said tat we dunt noe..den finally we planned to go esplanade..hahaks..seri wanted to go to foreva 21 at orchard but told her i dunt wan alrite..cos im nt usin concession..n watsmore its juz so bored at orchard..so de 3 of us stop at ct hall..n wen to de 7 eleven n bought drinks..den at de esplanade diana was tellin us tat she wanted to treat us de strawberry dip wit chocolate..i was like its ok la..i got money..den de lady ova der told us tat if u buy 6 she'l give us 5 bucks..cos one is for one buck..so she bought 6..2 strawberry 2 oreo n 2 marshmellow..wanted to share de money wit her but she insisted on treatin us..hees..thanks diana!!..n de marshmellow n strawberry is nice..so we proceed to de seats..de weather was so nice..n i reali felt so peaceful..so we tok2 for awhile..i felt like i reali dun wanna get off de place..but diana wanted to eat at ljs!!..haix..again!!..hahah..so we make a move n walked to de ljs..diana is juz so kind la..she like to treat pple..hees..but im de kind of person hu dun like to be treat cos i reali felt like so uneasy n shy..haaha..n she bought large ice lemon tea n she added fries n shrimps for us to eat..aiyooo..so much food..hurhur..n seri bought de hersey pie..i shared wit her..its nice..i like..n now im juz so full..hahahks..had fun wit dem..but im de always leftout one..cos i live in de east but dey live in de north..so evritime i wen out wit my frens surely i'l go bac hm alone..hurhur..
but i am gonna miss my peeps so much..will miss goin out wit dem..havin fun wit dem..no more lafter wit dem!!!..im juz so happi to haf met dem..how i wish tat de course will continue n we cn still be classmates again..im so happi to be in iop tho de class had faced so many ups n downs..wit evri teacher complainin bad tings bout us..but for de fact is we r loud!!!..***sighz***...........im reali gonna miss u peeps!!!!..n iop will be a sweet memory for me..each of us in class has a diff character n attitude..hmm..
alrity im tired n gonna get sum sleep now. EnD oF Me!well..i've juz finished bathin..hmm..will be goin out to skool at 9.15 as im meetin saniah n seri..well..im bord actuali..
guess life is soo unpredictable..human beings cnt escape from problems..we r juz bound to get problems be it small or big..haix!!!..so many tings had happened to me n sum of my peeps..haix..i mean evritin cn juz changed in a short period.....**sighz**....guess we cnt reali lead a happi life tat we've been yearnin for..hmm..
well..my birthday is tmr..n i dunt feel happi at all..i mean afta wat had happened..so i hafta juz faked a smile in front of my family members pretendin tat i'm happi..im like in no mood to go out n haf dinner wit dem..haix..pity my dad..c la hes so gud to me..but im juz so stoopid..evri time on my birthday he'l surely treat us for dinner..haix..how i wish im clever...n if onli i cud turn bac de time..i wud reali study hard n not to let my dad down..but den no point saein now..cos wats done cnt be undone..well tats de price i paid for wateva actions i've done..i cn reali see tat my future is so dull tho im nt god n i cnt reali predict wats gona happen..i reali wish tat i cud escape from tis stuffs!!!!!!....haix..
i cn see tat de 4 of us r facin all kinds of problems..haix..i wish we cud escape from all tis problems..but afta all tis is a fact of life..am juz so curious bout tis life..
LIFE IS SO UNPREDICTABLE!!! |
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