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January 31 im sick..haiz..
runnin nose is so irritatin
shit la..
sneeze here n der
THAnKS AZAHAR FOR SPREADIN IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aargh.
am i nt important
i mean nth
i noe
inspite of my sickness
i still wait
bt till now
nth!!!
i cnt rest well
n tinkin y shud i be feelin tis wae
felt restless
im siply tired
im confused
im a human wit feelins too
wats de worst tat i cn sae tings r betta if i stay so long n gudnyte...............................
n if u carry on tis wae tings r betta if i stay so long n gudynyte...............................
cn u hear me.................................................
r u near me....................................................
I'M NOT O FUCKIN K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stoopid germs!shitty shit.
got a blovked nose..
ytd got headache
aza must haf pass me de germs
n tats y im sick!
issh..
so irritatin!
haha
dad bought me passion fruit from der
i like!!
n papa ron's pizza's too..
huhur..
heard from dad n mum
tat dey had nice2 meals
which is home cooked..
indonesians foods r nice!
n tis time round mum need not cook anitin
its all been cooked by dem..
im sure nt to miss goin der nxt mnth maebe
by den pak long's wife had given birth..
so cnt wait to see how de baby luks like
hehe.
cnt wait for alisha to cum later..
n maebe in de evenin will be goin to nani's hse......
n now my mind is like at ease..if nt i will feel so restless.. January 30 tis is wer i start to bite my nail
its nt de wae i choose to live is it all or nth at all..............................................................................
miss dad n mum! hmm... was so windy last nite. so damn cold!!! n i reali cnt take it inspite of coverin myself wit a blanket guess todae am goin bac hm.. cnt tahan de coldness here at nite n my body will ache while sleepin. hehe.. guess dey r cumin bac todae..
boredness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if it was fated to be dis wae den wokay! don't bother i'l be fine........................................... January 29 windy......its so cold in here
well i managed to sleep tite last nite.
wahaha..
bt seriously it was so damn bloody cold!!
i did cover myself wit a blanket
bt still i shivered..
aza's rm is soo windy
n dere wer like 7 to 8 pillows on de bed
so im free to choose which one is comfy for me
hahah
zaki's bed is so comfy!!
n now im tinkin of wat to do
for de rest of de dae
wonder wat my parents r doin rite now??
maebe go pasar
shits..i miss eatin gorengan..
i do reali hope tat dad will buy dose gorengans
n bring bac hm for me tmr
as i oredi had pesan him ytd..
well...am still waitin......haiz..... January 28 aaaaalllrriiitttyyy.....wokay!!!!!!!!
am at nani's hse.
slack de whole dae..
kala cooked kway teow hor fun
den wen 711 wit aza..
nani so cute
hehee..
now im tinkin wat to do cos im so hella bord!
but lucky tho i dint follow dad n mum to batam
at least here is nt so bord afta all..
cn still use computer.
at der hafta wait for time to pass by so slowly
haizz..
im so darn full
i ate much todae!
shit..
i knew it
if im at nani's hse
surely i cnt resist on eatin much
had milo freeze,candy mix,milo chocolates.
actuali told kala tat i dint wanna eat de hor fun juz now
but she insist
so cnt said much..
den wen to de shop..
hmmmmmmmmmmm
hahah..bt de similar ting tat is de same if
i stay at pak long hse or nani's hse
is tat both tv on indonesia channel
hurhur..
hmm..tat means im onli gonna c sinetrons
for de next few daes..
n i hope i cn sleep tite todae..
forget bout de goli ting.
heehe..
dlm hati ku menunggu......... January 27 tired!ok my legs are achin!
im soo tired..
finally de dae has cum
met dem at bustop
was great seein dem
missed dem so much
de ceremony was so damn pathetic!
hurhur..
took pics wit dem
so kecohrable
afta evritin our plan of goin to seoul garden wit de 4 of us
had increase to 7 pple
but de more de merrier
haha
kecoh kecoh!!
we wen in at 11.30 am
as we had to wait for de ting to open
ok la quite cheap..
all of us had to show out student pass
so we were de loudest among of all..
hahah..
n evritin finshed at nearly 2 pm
gosh..we sat der like nobody business
hurhur..
den me seri sykin n jannah
proceed to esplanade..
chill ova der for awhile
haha
miss goin der tho
used to go der afta skool..
haiz..
evri gud ting has cum to an end..
so im gonna miss my peeps loads!
haiz..tmr till mon hafta sleep at nani's hse
hmm..
gonna be hella bored
dad n mum is goin to pak long's hse!!
dey'l be bac onli on mon..
haiz..its fun oso if i were to follow
bt im sure de shops der r close esp on chi new yr
n de restaurants tat we usuali eat will be close too
hmmm..
miss de foods der tho..
bt its ok cos ive alreadi given my words to dem tat
i'l be sleepin at nani's hse..
will be coopin up de whole 3 daes in de hse!!!
bored bored bored!!!
wat to do! January 26 hooray!!..tmr is de dae tat i've been waitin
de ite graduation ceremony
its nt de ceremony tat im lukin forward
its de frens!!! tat im excited to c!!
cos i reali miss dem loads!!
gosh!!
evri single one!!
so be mittin dem 8.30 at bustop near safra..
am wonderin wat time shall i go out from my hse..
hehee..
im so excited!!
its been hell of a long since i last saw dem
de last was last dae of skool durin november last yr
but sad tho cos i noe nt all of my classmates r goin
cos tis ceremony i noe is juz wastin our time..haha
bt its ok at least my all songsang frens r goin!!
so we'l c tmr wats gonna happen
lukin forward havin a feast wit dem at seoul garden!!
been havin stomach cramp since mornin
wonda y..
due to tat i woke up early like ard 7 plus
cos i cnt go bac to sleep..
hmm..
n de chairs n tables came
was like shocked to c tho
but its nice afta all..
its nt tat bad like i tink
ahaha
bt its big!
nt tat comfy..
sofa is much more comfy tho
bt ok..cnt said much
as its mum n dad's choice..
bt i noe dad is like so sayan to let go
de 2 sofas awae..
bt we need to let go sooner or later..
hmm..
issh..stomachache...
headache!!..been tinkin too much i guess..
i'd betta sleep early
as i nd to wake up early tmr
seriously i miss ite life real loadsss!!!
esp de crappyness..
oh gosh!
if onli i cud rewind bac dose moments!!
haizzzzzzz..........
seriously missin him bt.......
so long n gudnyte........................................................................... January 25 hmm..ok my stomach is full!
icah came..
so cute!!
shes so loud!!
cnt resist her cuteness
feed her briyani rice
she likes it
haah..
she kept makin sound
'nyum nyum'
so kenchang sey..
juz 11mnths old noe how to eat briyani
hahaaa..
bt mum's briyani dam is simply nice!!
so tis is de 3rd time she cooked briyani
bt im sure she'l improved more in time to come
not evri1 noes how to cook it..wastsmore its a dam one..
hee..
arrgh..tat cik leha is reali crazee la!!
bloody hell neighbour..
non stop jolok galak!
guess she holds a gala on her hand 24/7
haiyo..shes a gone case sakit jiwa!!
i reali cnt tahan animore..
so freakin irritatin
like stoopid!
we did nth but she still continue jolok
fuckin shits!
ok now i've made up my mind
seriously.
im nt gonna care hook animore
n i reali hope it wont change tis time round
cos it changes evritime..
or shud i sae evri hr evri min evri sec.!
haha
so de best ting now is
.........THE END............... ......i gave up
seriously
im sick
im a normal human being wit feelings too
im nt juz a transparent piece of shits..
haiz..
neva will any1 undastan.
u wont always get wat u wan juz becos
u've got more den juz a normal human bein had!!
human beins r born wit big ego in dem
y cnt dey juz put aside their ego..
haiz.
wateva shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok im hungry!!!
mum cooked briyani dam!!!!
yippiee!!
n gonna c oprah winfrey show! January 24 better luck nxt time.hmm..he complained to dad..
lol!!
n dad dint utter a single word..
hahaaha..
serve him rite..
kept complainin..
like as if he wasnt at fault at all
monster fag ass!!
wait till i accidentally mit de crazee couple
i swear i will stare dem!!
hahahaa....
i reali wanted to work so badly..
bt now i was given a chance
i dint wan to..
hmm..bt its ok dad n bro dint agree bout de work too
sales n marketin!!
me??..haha
4get it..
u hafta find ur own customer set appointment n mit dem up..
tat job reali duesnt suits me at all..
im nt bein choosy here..
bt its juz me..
cos im de berat mulut type
so i will tell john tat im nt givin a try tho
he tried to convince me bout de job n asked me to give it a try
bt seriously im nt interested
afta hearin sophie told bout de job scope..
i mean will a berat mulut kind of gal success in findin customer
n i will end up gettin no pay in de end..
hahah..i cn imagine tat
so i hafta tink wat i need to sae to john later wen he calls again..
juz felt like switchin off de phone
bt its kinda rude to do tat
cos he makes an effort to arrange a 2nd interview for me
so de least i cud do is to turn him down nicely..
n sophie called!
she forced me by tellin me all kinds of reasons to juz try for de job..
bt seriously..
my final answer was NO!!!
sorry ya fren!!
heheee..
ok i guess better luck next time on otha job offers...crossin fingers... crazeee!sumtimes i wonda.
cn i get to live in dis world in peace.?
seriously
im so sick of conflicts here n der.
families friends neighbours..
haizz..
guess my family is juz so sway.
to live on top of de crazee farkin ass neighbour!!
sakit jiwa!!..n for sure its a gone case!
haiz..
our lives have been miserable since u moved here!!
damn it..
all kinds of neighbours!
n even so much for bein kind in de 1st place..
wat do we get?
cum to tis far
its juz a hell of shits dey've given us
n it goes de same for de neighbour opposite us
wit their farkin attitude
im so fed up..
bt cnt blame dem tho..
cos dey r simply gila!
haha..
n its reali a fact..seriously..
n maebe one of de reasons is dey r jealous of us
it cud be true!
hurhur..
sorri ya gilers!!
my family's luck is simply much more better den urs!
cos we r family wit no mental illness backgrnd..
so u c we cn tink straight
unlike u neighbours!!
loosers!!!!
go ahead n complain to town council
my family arent de least scared!
as we did nth wron..
we did de same like evri household did like
vacuum de floor,use blender while cooking n loads of stuffs dat give out noise
i mean its juz a normal ting tat we did..
maebe tat stoopid fag is juz jealous tat mum cn cook nice2 dishes
unlike her!!..huhur!
dun tell me we haf to give dem special treatment as not to vacuum our hse
or make any noise..
oh hell no!!
as if we did purposely!
cummon la wit r wit brains la hello!!
like so stoopid!!!
if u wanna live in peace i guess de best place is de cemetry
of maebe for their case it shud be at de buangkok place!!
tat is wer dey shud seek treatment for de rest of their lives
dey r juz gettin on my nerves!!
fark to dem!! January 23 leftout.ok seriously
im de onli one hu is leftout!
im de onli one witout a job!
luck is reali not on my side
bt i need a job hella soon
gosh!
i get reali sick sittin at hm doin nth at all!!!!!
aaaaaaargghh...im juz so sick n tired!!!!!!!
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............................................................
January 22 tis shits happen evritime!!aaargh.!..im so fed up wit my comp
in de mornin used my comp as usual
den i wen to watch tv n juz leave it
n it restart on its own.
cud not go to start up window.
de same old problem tat had happened
was tinkin..was it de hardisk?
cos tat 160gb is hella new!
so much for de new hard disk!!
haiz..so sway!
guess im nt fated to use comp wit peace
kept givin me problem
n bro had to do it..
pity him tho
he'l get so pissd off wenever my comp is havin probs.
bt howeva abgry he is..he will still take a luk at de probs
so juz now at noon afta i cnt use my comp nemore
felt so bord n decided to go to nani's hse..
hmmm..did nth der tho
bought foods n drinks at blk 510 n 711..
tat goli ting is still der..
heard it wenever im at der..weird!
how am i gonna sleep at nani hse at nite hearin tat goli sound
shit!!
nxt wk!
but i'd betta be brave
tink nth
n evritin's fine
haiz..gonna go thru boredom again nxt wkend
evri1 njoyin their chi new yr holidae..
i'l be coop at nani's hse..
bt i was de one hu chose to stay at nani's hse
so nvm.
dad came bac wit lotsa of foods!!!
murtabak ayam n daging n cake bai from new victory,
2 packets of keow teow,paus from johor
n he even bought tuna bread..
how am i suppose to eat..
i swear i cnt eat much
he bought me murtabak ayam which i wanted to eat for so long..
guess he pity me n finally he bought it juz now
bt i onli had a lil..
seriously i cnt eat much nowadaes..
felt like pukin afta eatin
hmm..
guess for now i hafta use bro's pc untill he had finish installin evritin on my comp
im so hella bored.............................
so long n gudnyte.......................................................................................... gosh!!..im so full seriously..
juz came bac from swensens..
wen out at ard 8.15 juz now..
dey picked me up n wen to changi airport t2.
in de car dey were suggestin all kinds of places
secret recipe?..pizza hut?
but de 3 bro's wanted swensens
so yeah swensen will be n at airport.
bt my aunt n unkel ask me to choose
which place i wanna eat
n i was like saein sembaran!!
seriously aniwer is fine for me!
hahah..
so reached der..de queue was long!.
n decided to take skytrain to t1.
wen der..n saw de sign board tat swensen at t1 had closed!
n so we go bac to t2 again.
n juz queued n wait for our turn
so i ordered fish n chip n zaki ordered breaded chicken
n we shared..gave him half of mine n he gave half of his to me too..
had ice cream too..3 kinds of ice cream!!
all de ice creams r nice!
i mean we all shared
i was reali full..
hahah..mamu was busy takin photos on his hp camera
while we r eatin cos he dint eat as he oredi ate earlier on
n hes so sportin..asked to take a pic n vid of him!!
so cute la him..seriously!!..
well..thanks to aunty morni n mamu jamil for de treat!!!
had nice n fun time too togetha wit my 3 cuzzies..
hhmmmm..well sophie got for de 2nd interview..wish her gud luck tho..
bt afta wat i heard from seri bout tat company..
on de otha hand i felt relieved cos dey dint called me..
i wudnt wanna work for tat kinda company..
bodynits!!!..i wanna work wit u!!!!!..hahah
crossin my fingers!
wokay!!..wen for de interview..
haha
met sophie at outram
n took a ride from his dad's car.
was nice of dem to picked me up at outram.
thanks tho!
de interview was ok la..
bt for sure i will nt be de one of de choose ones
i mean to cum for de 2nd interview..
dey offer admin n sales marketing postitions..
hmm..
n saw sum familiar faces from ping yi n bishan too
hurhur.
lotsa pple came for de interview..
so u c i dunt tink i stand de chance..
so im hopin now for my frens job tho
she'l ask for me wether ders vacancy..
crossin my fingers!!
cos i seriously need a job!!!!!!!
its nt tat im worryin bout money
juz tat i reali need to kill my time
so de best ting is to work!
n dad cn like save sum electricity bills..
haha..
cos i will on my computer like bout 15 hrs a dae w/o switchin off..
im sure it cost alot..
mum n dad wen out to courts n novena..
dey came bac n told tat dad had bought new sofa set n
new mattress for de 3 rooms!!
i was kinda shocked..
dad spent to tat extent..
OK MUM PAID HALF OF DE SOFA'S PRICE
wahaha!!
bt onli half????..hmm
pity dad..had to fork up few k's for all
hmm..
dad told tis time dey bought like a wooden sofa..
so it'l last unlike de sofa wit kulit..
like currently we had
actuali i hate wooden sofa..
im sure it wont feel comfy if ur lyin down..
but wateva it is its their choice cos tis is their hse..
all i cn do is to give comments.
as long as dey r happy n like it
i will share de feelin as dem too..
but im wonderin wer will we chuck our old sofa n table
de table is still new..
so sayang..
hmm..cnt wait to see de new sofa tho!!
so juz now bought myself a meal from mac.
had filet o fish meal
i dunt noe y like i suddenly bought filet o fish of all choices
cos tat its like de 1st time i reali bought filet o fish meal
haaha..
weird!
well later goin out i guess..
aunty morni gonna take me out for dinner..
she insist tho told her ders no need for tat
bt cnt said much..so i told yeah ok den..
cos im juz doin my job as a grand doter..
n i dun wan anitin in return..
its ikhlas from de bottom of my heart
seriously..
January 20 ok.sum1 by de name john called me.
asked me to cum for an interview
so i'l be tryin tho.
i noe its nt easy to get.
bt i'l juz try my luck
so asked sophie alon
cos he told me tat if any of my frens r interested
dey cn cum too.
its at apex tower
im still nt sure wer de place is.
bt i tink i noe wer.
am still wonderin wer he got my numba from
maebe from de agency tat i wen for de interview
or in skool wer i wrote down my details on a piece of paper tat ms kok gave..
or even at de orchard mrt station which a gal asked me wat in doin now.
bt wateva.
but i do reali need a job..seriously..
sittin at hm is de most boring ting!
so i juz cn hope n pray for tmr..
but of course im prepared for de worst.
haha
January 19
alisha so cute!!..she came..shes so smart.. miss her tho!!. .yeah.. shes turnin one yr old tis 24 feb.. she noes how to stand 1st den merangkak..weird!..hehe.. fed her kueh pisang..she likes it.. but cute aniwae..wit her gigglin smile..
todae de whole dae i juz had 3 kueh pisang!! no proper meal still.. n wen dad came bac wit old chang kee plastic i was so excited..as i was droolin for ock. bt to my surprised i saw all de 3 paper bags full wit epok2 like duh!! i tot like der were breaded prawns,squids like dose stuffs.. hmm..guess dad dunt noe wat to buy n he bought like 10 epok2..haha!! quite shocked tho! bt i dint eat it. no appetite at all.. dun actuali like their epok2.. if he boguht like prawns,squids,nuggets,fishballs i will sure be eatin!!
practically wat i do evri dae is rot at hm! jual anggur is a borin ting! wen will it end???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
seriously im missin him tho we chatted on msn evridae.. ok god noes how i feel. i sat down n i tot bac..wat wud i be doin if i was in skool now..
miss goin to skool..
miss de comp lab....
tat is wer almost evri1 of us will sign in msn.
n chat among demselves eventho dey sat near each otha..
msn is de easiest n convient wae to communicate wit frens n families..
while ms kok is teachin we will do our own tings..like surf de net..
oh how i miss sittin at de right bac of de seat.
i miss STIMULATED OFFICE TRAINING LESSON!!!
fillin up outward,inward mail register,po,do,update de stock record card n loads more!
hmm..esp i miss eatin wit frens..
simply said..tat i miss doin evritin wen im in skool!!!!!!!!!
if onli i cud rewind bac..how cool tat'l be..
i dun feel lonely in skool
unlike now!!..haiz.................................................................... January 18 seriously my leg felt like so cramp..
wonda y..since in de mornin..
did nth n suddenly cramp!
maebe cos ive had enuff of sittin..hahah
todae dint eat much..i dun haf a proper meal..
practically i ate nth tho..juz had bites of sate,spring chicken n roti john..
its juz 2 or 3 bites of evri food as anti morni bought it for de whole family..
den in de mornin mum bought me mee goreng from de mamak shop
but i dint eat..had onli 3 spoon of it n i stop eatin..
no appetite at all..
bt im happi i dunt each much..
at least my weight is nt increasing
hurhur..
wen to nani's hse at 2 to 3 plus..
wen to de tailor for ahwhile wit zaki..
she did on de spot..
was rainin so heavily
lucky zaki got an umbrella in his skool bag..
at nite watched american idol wit aza in his rm..
gosh..it was so damn funny!!..
i kept gigglin non stop..
most of de contestants werer juz makin fool of demselves tho..
or maebe its called attention sicker??
bt simon is kinda rude tho wit his nasty comments..
but seriously de 2 hr show was filled wit laffter..
n at 9.30 i continued watchin de love conceirge..
n shit i miss american next top model!
as we were chattin at de dinin table..till bout 11pm..
finally we make a move..lucky our hses r near..
so i got pissd off wen my aunt told bout her..
she twisted de story!!
like wtf!!
sumtimes so much for bein kind..
i pitied her as she reali sound so pathetic at tat time
like nobody wans her..
but luk at her attitude tat she had..
she cnt change as she gettin on years..
haizz..
n now i c tat no use pityin her..
n wats more im gonna speak up
if she eva kol me..
such a gud actress tho
pple pple..
so many crisis ard tats happenin..
i reali wonda evridae wen will evritin end??
wen will evribody finally settle down n tok tings out
too much conflicts since young
n luk now its so difficult to get alon now..
n evrione wit their diff kind of attitude..
no compromisin is done..
well wateva tho!!!!!!!
im sick of saein all tis tings..
wateva it is god is up der..
so yeah!!
yeay!!..had alreadi made up my mind..
im nt follwoin dad n mum to batam!!
so i'l be sleepin at nani's hse..
as anti morni n mamu jamil is goin kl..
so im gonna stay der as i cn accompany dem tho..
cos dey'l nt be ard..mum dad too..n even anti ani n unkel mat will nt be ard..
n sis n fam wont be ard too
so many pple goin out of spore tis chi new year
malacca,kl,batam,jakarta
dad actuali was hopin for me to go..
told him de reasons..
he dun mind tho..
bt on de otha hand..
i will miss de foods der!!..hmm
will miss pak long stories!!!!!!..seriously its nice to hear his stories..i will giggle all by myself!!..
bt its ok..at least stay at nani's hse i cn still use their comp..
it'l be worst if i were to stay at batam..
watsmore dad n mum gonna stay like 3 or 4 daes der!!
no thanks!!..time dunt reali flies so fast der..
im like feelin so tired now.........de cramps cn still be felt..haizzzzz...
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